I never really knew if it was right or wrong
Same old song
You always make it seem like we don’t belong
I want you to know
I don’t mind letting go but it’s been so long
The world spins on
Gotta save face
I’ll see you again
Another time
Another place
Then again I just stare into space and
I reach for your sound, for your smell, for your taste
Best just to forget but I can’t forget
I waste my thoughts on the time we spent
It’s hard to admit
There’s a hole in my chest and I feel so sick
I’m doubting myself
Affecting my health
I hide these frames at the back of the shelf
Too weak cause I just don’t eat
Did I sleep this week?
Too tired to tell
It’s in the air and I’m breathing
Catch a cough and I can’t stop wheezing
I know we’re toxic
Blame this season
I blame myself when you go and I watch you leaving
Fuck this circus
I’m not worthless
I’ve got value
I’ve got purpose
Tell myself at the end of the day
You improved my life when you threw this all away

It's been a long time since I've arched the spine of this book
Cause I hear the same songs with the same damn hooks
Goosebumps behind closed doors
Parachutes spinning no need for a floor
I put it down when it hurts like hell
That’s the only way I could tell I was doing well
But I never could read you
Here’s a little preview of what this paper back looks like with a sequel
Never mind the pedals
Never mind the rust
Never learned how to settle, I'm just blowing off the dust
Never mind the pedals
Never mind the rust
Never learned how to settle, I'm just blowing off the…
What’s the point in dialogue if no one ever hears you?
I should get out of this house like I meant to
But get weak on my feet
When I see you on the street, wear a smile you can see through
Let’s pretend that we spoke too soon
And lose ourselves in the afternoon
The ink on your skin’s raised up like brail
And I find myself in between your nails
My hearts skipping beats like a cd on the floorboard
And now I know why you said that you need more
And when I wonder why it’s not that way
I remind myself that I threw this all away